Hi,
its been a loooong time huh
i decided to randomly spill my anxieties today. im having one of those days where my acne is affecting my daily life- i skipped my morning lecture cuz of my cystic pimple around my mouth. oh skin lol
i was dressed and put my foundation on, but i couldnt get myself out of the apartment. my poor housemate who tolerates with my daily complaints left by herself. while i stayed still undecided if i should go to the lecture. i took my contacts off and then put them back on. i looked in the mirror several times. i waited for my pimples to calm down and stop bleeding so i could cover them.
i waited... tried doing work... couldnt cuz i was thinking about my face...watched a 'how to love yourself' youtube video...went back to the mirror and u knw wat happens when u have pimples and ur infront of a mirror
i layered more foundation, looked cakey so i washed my face again... oh god im gonna be late for my next lecture now. half of me wants to skip that too but im gonna go now
i pray i dont become a total bitch today to those who dont understand how im feeling right now
hope u have a nice day, if anyone ever reads this and ur going through something similar x
